Wow. 25 days left until I fly into NYC. I can’t wait to see my friends and all that stuff when I get there. I cant believe that 6 months ago, I was posting a post on Tumblr that says “I Leave In 3 Weeks :|”. Fuck, time went faster than I thought. December, January, February, and March fucking flew by. I don’t even remember anything from that time period, except New Years Eve (:
I can’t wait until that plane flight. I can’t wait to see my father. I actually like him now. Me and him are on good terms now. I can’t wait to see my Supabesfrann. I fucking love that girl. She’s amazing. She’s been there for me all the time, whenever I needed her. She sent me a fucking gameboy. I fucking cried because she gave me her Pokémon Silver game.

I can’t wait for Vans Warped Tour, either. Except I’m going to have no idea what I’m going to be doing, except for hanging out with Caroline. Its going to be hot as fuck, probably. Maybe this 100 degree weather in AZ is preparing me for Warped. :3

I FUCKING CANT STRESS HOW MUCH I HATE ARIZONA. It’s fucking hot and sticky and like.. gross. the only thing good about AZ is that I got tan. Like fuck. I actually look Brasilian now. But I’m moving back to NY when I’m older. It’s my hometown, I’m never leaving it. 

Ok this post is long as fuck and I know no one cares so goodbye~

I keep hearing that the girl I like&have been hooking up with is just using me. She doesn’t seem like it though, She seems like shes not using me or anything though. I guess I just have to let her go.. Even though I’m kinda starting to like her a lot. Fuck. My life has been good besides that.. I just don’t want to let her go, and it seems like an eternity, because we haven’t talked today. :c